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[padmaclynne]

it's nearly two am. I took some serotonin, but it's very gentle. I miss her. it's worse, I think, the past week or two. I blame google plus, I keep seeing her, and I don't want to not see her, I just miss her a lot. ive been trying, and succeeding so far. I have left her alone, I have only had one slip of asking about her, but there was no response.

I wish I were asleep. I wish I didn't have so much trouble thinking about something else in the dark, in the sound of the fan, I wish my mind would drift, not turn like needle and cork. that's the wrong direction, brain.

oh brain, why are we so often at odds? what is the use in keeping me up?

time to try again.

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Comments

[hypatia42.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I know this feeling you speak of. I've not had much success in getting to sleep when I'm trying to reroute my brain. Love you.

[imaplatypus.livejournal.com]

*hug*

[ladymandrake.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry hon, *hugs*

I too know what it feels like to be at odds with a tired body and an overactive mind. It sucks.

I very much hope it gets better hon.

[autumnquest.livejournal.com]

I think your brain and my brain share a thing or two in common. :-( *hugs* I missed getting Pat hugs at FSG. Looking forward to seeing you at FOV. I know things will get better.....they won't be the same, but life will perk up for you again.

Remember 3 things, my friend:

You love
You are loved
You are love

Muah!